Hello childrens :)

2009-01-23T11:02:00.000-08:00

It's moi of course and why am I writing?
a lot of things have been going on and I don't exactly have web access as of yet so guess what?
TAADAA!

And if you ARE ONE FO THE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY KNOWS I HAVE A BLOG, I ♥ you.

So a topi I had been planning to do would be 'originality'
Yeah, no one's completely original because everything's been done before, but a concentrated group of carbon copies is pretty unoriginal if you ask me! :)

Up until a few weeks ago I was the only person in my entire high school with a mohawk.

---Then the whole wrestling team gets this ridiculous puny excuse for a hawk. Kinda unnerving but they're dudes and my hawk is different and more grand.

It's kinda unique [in the place i live] to be the only girl with a mohawk in this town. My sister also had one earlier on in the summer but it'd grown out a bit--- ON WITH MY STORY!

I'm the kinda person who takes pride int he way I look because it, and music are my greatest passions in life. Without them I might aswell be your stereotypical highschool airhead, yeah?

So today some girl tells me she's going to chop off all of her hair and get a faux hawk with a prominant no shave mohawwk.

I had one before I committed to my hawk, and I feel robbed and insulted. Sure it's not the first time a girl has had one but it makes me a distinct individula HERE in this school. It's more for me than the people here.

Thing is this girl wouldn't know punk if it ripped her hair out and vommitted down her throat.

Seriously. Rap music [and the doors] and regular old storebought labeled clothing.

:/ GIMMIE A FUCKIN BREAK what statement are you trying to make? And just because something looks good on me it won't look good.

And yeah i've heard the theory "A nonc onformist just like evryone else- you're labelling yourself, the only way to rebel is to conform, yadda yadda you LOOK like a punk" along with soem obscure quotes from a matthew lillard movie.

Bottom line is yeah, we as human beings in our current society will label things [ even humans] when we spot them. And any retarded 14 year old hottopic goth will tell you "DONT LABEL ME THATS FOR SOUP CANS AND NOTEBOOKS" Well the brakes of it is, sweetie that it's just a trained thought process. looking around you you AUTOMATICALLY categorize the things you see. "Tree, plant, inanimate, non breathing, not a threat to me." Or "desk, stapler, book, cup" and in more social situations without realizing it you pick people who you could more easilly relate to, and talk to them instead. For instance it's an evolutionary instinct to avoid someone who looks sickly or dangerous. It's JSUT SOMETHING WE DO! :)

Another thing to keep in mind about originality is where you come from in life and geographically. for instance say you live somewhere in the UK, punks all over the place. Originality perse might be hard! So people have to make things their own so they are different and distinctly stick out as "mary" or whatever their name might be.

And ina place like this country town it's not very hard to be original and different if you are a creative, committed and artistic person. The thing of it though is you have to be careful, else less creative people find out your beauty secrets and snap them up like worm vomit ina birds nest! ;D

Youtube absence

2009-01-05T05:42:00.000-08:00

Hi! Thanks a lot for comming to my blog!
Basically here's the deal with where all of my videos went, when i'll be back and what i've been up to.

I've got a few personal drama issues in my life, being a teenage girl with a social life and whatnot.

So of course i'll have real life haters, too.

Anyway because of some personal issues i'd rather not discuss someone rampaged all over some of my videos with personal information through comments.

Sure I could have just deleted them and not the videos but I dont have much net access right now, and I wouldnt want to be spammed with my own address and phone number and not be able to do anything about it!

Now if you've been a long time subber you know that I get pretty angry pretty easily, and there will be MANY MANY more videos. I'm really not afraid of anyone, and this person has been blocked from my channel.

I don't have my net right now because of a screw up with Time Warner (the cable provider)

But it should be back on and I should be unbusy soon, then you'll hacve your Sin back! :)

I can assure you all that I miss you very very dearly.

-xx

Sin

Sin's Ramblings

Hello childrens :)

Youtube absence